just like the little boy..i'm kindly feel very sad.. there's a few things happen today. first, early in the morning, my sister just make a call from office said that she need me to accompany her to the hospital. because of i'm just late for my class i just said ok.. few hours later she text me and told that the plan was cancelled..i strted to worried..i just feel that somthig bad happen... den she just told me that she need to admit to hospitl tmrrw and do some minor surgery due to abortion..the baby died while developing and it still there!! god really know what i'm feel... i just cried silently without anyone noticed it.. i'm the one who see the baby on 1st scannig.. i just feeeell horribleeee.. :(

den...another things happen.. my fren's little sister is missing.. according to her mother, his sister went out around 3 p.m and until now (3:21 a.m) she didn't came back. god!! what happen in this world!!  my fren just crying all the time non-stop ok.. please god!!  let the girl save under your protectionn..! amin.. 

guys.. u know smthg about wat we call is roda kehidupan..: | smtime the world just being the most happily ever after life.. but then, u just feel that there's no space for you to see the happiness in this world...that's the world and it is the reason y the earth is round.. i just need to be strong as possible as i can.. its just the world.. 

'ya Allah, sesugguhnya aku adalh insan yang lemah. lemah dalam menghadapi dugaan yang kau berikan. Berikan daku kekuatan..berikan mereka kekuatan..Kuatkan iman kami dalam menerima dugaan mu dengan penuh kesabaran dan cekalkan hati ini dengan segala perkara yang Engkau timpakan. ya Allah. ampunilah daku..ampunilah kedua ibu bapa ku serta ahli keluarga ku, sahabat handai dan saundar-saudara agama ku.. ya Allah, peliharalah hati ini, agar tetap menyanjungi Mu walau seberat mana dugaan Mu.. amin..'

nyte...assalammualaikum..